cuddling, late night talks, watching chinese movie on the couch, sleeping together, kisses, holding hands....    
sexy sweet manly cologne smell, a steady shoulder for support and lean, warm body to embrace, big strong arms to lift me and hold me very very tight....=]  should stop here...


perfect relationship without all the stress.

I can be myself around him. He makes me laugh...makes me feel amazing. Sometimes I look at him. He's so cute! I just want to screw his face off! Our life absolutely fabulous and no complaints. I really want to tell him all my thoughts. Many many times I nearly could not hold it in my mouth. Picturing a future with someone is scary. Epecially if u r jst starting out because u hv no idea how far it's going. I don't want to go into something knowing that it's going to end though...I just want to go into it feeling hopeful that it won't end. Perhaps that's where my thought process goes wrong.
Love should not be all on one side, it's mutual. But I think I should not be the one who say it first.
Just day by day with this man...maybe good things really comes to those who wait. keep my mind think positive.

Lately, I've become increasingly attracted to athletics.

Happy Birthday to Tissue - be a good girl in 20 ^^ 

 

Emptiness-they happen when my insercurities get the best of me. Like today.

Summer passed. Very cold last night, even under a blanket I still felt cold. I somehow thought of him. Maybe because of my emotional weakness.
>//< We both texted each other at the same time last night.       

:" babes, very cold. I wish I had u next to me to keep me warm."

I jst told him:" wanna hold u tight to go to sleep honey. sweet dreams."

haha

A romantic haloween nite*  I love him so much it hurts  =]